Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Life on my own...

So I have managed to move out of my parents successfully, and for the most part painlessly. The place is quaint, for lack of better verbiage, but i do like it ant the end of the day. The roommates are pretty cool, video gamers, but it could be worse right? They could be... skinheads that would be no bueno si? Still trying to get all my ducks in order, and all my stuff put away, my room is still quite a mess, but it is soon to change. My one roommate has taken a rather amusing interest in me since I’ve come out to him, but i guess I’m the first gay person that he's ever met, so I’m new and exciting, which it cool i guess.

I was finally able to update on my colab channel on the youtubes today, so that was very good i haven't been able to make a video for the last two weeks and I’ve felt really bad about it. But I’m back in full force, and better then ever! Haha i win!

Oh, story time. So my Bishop yelled at me on Sunday! I wasn't sure if i should be amused, or frightened, and he wants to have a follow up interview this coming Sunday, I’m not sure what he expects to have accomplished in the last week, but I’m guessing more then has, but i guess we'll find out. Right?

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Life Moving Part 2....

So to morrow is the big day! I'm moving out of my parent’s house and into an apartment! I'm supper excited, but also really nervous. The place I’m moving to isn't, lets say the most Tresfab apartment building in the world, but its affordable, and also i have no idea who my roommates are. So tomorrow is going to be full of adventure! I'll have to post when i get settled in and let ya'll know how it goes.

In other news, i broke down and got a new digital camera today. I’ve not been able to post on my youtube colab channel for the last two weeks, and i feel kind of bad about it, but that is now going to change. It has a viewfinder thought, that kind of caught me off guard, I didn't think that they even still made those on economy cameras anymore, but what the hell, its nostalgia right?

Monday, January 4, 2010

Life in a new world...

So it’s a new year. And honestly I’m sad to see it go, allot happened this year. I feel like i should write them down lest i forget.

I had my first kiss, went to a gay club, went to college, graduated high school, lost my virginity, got a credit card, shoplifted from the Wal-Mart, worked at a dental office, learned that its super easy to spend ALL your money with a debit card, worked at one place for more then a year, moved out of my parents house, moved back into my parents house, started smoking socially, drank alcohol, stripped down to my underwear at a party, became an adult, danced in a cage in nothing more then 6 inches of fabric, fessed up to my parents, realized how much my parents hate what I’m doing, got a cell phone that I’m paying for, learned to be a dental assistant, made videos on youtube, made some AMAZING friends, learned allot about myself.

It’s sad that that chapter of my life is closing, but also truly exciting. Who knows what the future holds, or if we'll even be here past December of 2012. It’s an exciting prospect, but also a terrifying one. But I’m looking forward to it. Its stupid, but i want to cry, because I’m sad, I’m happy, I’m scared, i want to laugh, I’m feeling genuine. Something i haven't felt in a long time. I think that coming clean to my parents was one of the best and most liberating things that i could have done with my life, and i think it's all going to be up hill from here.

What else can i say?

Happy New Year! We've made it this far, so we must be doing something right.