Life and Relationships....

I like anyone else I would imagine, want a serious relationship. I feel that this is a normal human want, and especially in my community where we get married and start making babies right out of high school, if not before. So my question to the universe I guess would be... Why cant I find a guy that wants to be in a steady, monogamous, serious relationship; and maybe I'm expecting too much too soon? But I have spent 19 years of my life single, and I'm done with it!

And I can't help but wonder if its something to do with me? Am I doing something wrong? I have no trouble hooking up with guys... so it can’t be that I'm unattractive. Am I needy? Am I expecting things too fast? I don't know, and I'm seeing a great guy, but trying to see him is always a pain with his job and what not; and he tells me he "wants to take it slow". Now I'm probably over analyzing this in my head, but what does that mean? Does it mean, "I'm not ready for a relationship", "I'm really not interested in you, but don't want to hurt your feelings", or "I want to develop a true friendship and then see if a relationship happens"?

I think it’s all in my head... but I can't help but wonder...