Life stressed....

So its been a few days that i haven't posted, but who cares. I've been spending most of the last few days just sitting around my house. Lazy because I no longer have access to a vehicle. Who knew that telling your parents that they're religion just wasn't as important to you as it was to them could cause such spite. But oh well, a few more weeks of this and then i'll be rid of it. Just gotta stick it out till then, right?

But in other news i got a new phone, and so far I'm enjoying it. Still trying to get used to the whole touch screen thing, but its coming, slow and sure. I also have no clue what the theme for next week is, I'm thinking that it will just end up being vlog week. I guess we'll find out tomorrow. The job search is still coming slowly, allot due to my lack of mobility, which makes things harder. But Lane Bryant is supposed to be calling me sometime this next week about when a group interview is scheduled, so that is muy bueno!

I discovered a Leona Lewis song today that i feel describes how I've been feeling the last few days. Particularly the chorus. " So what if it hurts me? So what if i break down? So what if this world just throws me off the edge, My feet run out of ground I gotta find my place I wanna hear my sound Don't care about all the pain in front of me 'cause I'm just trying to be happy, yeah, Just wanna be happy, yeah". Tacky i know, but I don't know, i just kinda feel like the song speaks to me. haha.

I guess that i just have allot on my mind, and plate right now. And quite frankly, i don't know how to cope with it. Life is a bitch when she wants to be. I just hope that she's getting ready to be done. Because I know I am.